sorry, my heart is OUT of ORDER. it's been broken since the last time you played with it.

Always thought it was dumb for him to pick me
in the first place. I'm not special, I never was, never
will be. He just made me believe I was & broke
my heart when he finally realized I wasn't

I wish I could go just one day without
thinking of you, But then again, I don't

Everytime you go, it hurts in a way you'll never know

Life isn't a Fairy-Tale
In life, there are no Cinderella romances, No picture perfect ballroom dances,
No Prince Charming to carry me off into the sunset,
No happily ever after & better yet.
I am no Beauty & there isn't a Beast,
No Mrs. Potts or Chip to help prepare a feast.
No hearts of love converted from those of stone,
No promises of never being alone.
There isn't a Snow White or her handsome Prince,
No magical, eye-opening kiss.
No Seven Dwarfs whom dwell in the same house,
No determination to give Snow White a spouse.
There is no Little Mermaid of the sea, & no man of the land,
No falling in love while laying on the sand.
No Ariel whose voice won his love,
No merging of the waters below & land above.

Can't you see it? She loves you
more then you could ever imagine
it's in her eyes, it's in her voice, it's
in her smile. She's so different when
you're around, so much happier. You're
the one for her, but you don't see that
do you?

How about the fact that I'm so in love with
you I don't know what to do anymore?
Everytime I see you, everytime I speak to you,
my heart breaks because I want you so badly
and because I know you don't want me, but
until I hear you say it, I can't let go of that
tiny possibility

I don't stop breathing everytime the phone
rings.My heart doesn't race when someone's at
my door.I've given up thinking your ever gonna
call.I just don't believe in magic anymore.

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to
say that there was no one else that you could
ever be with & that you wanted to be with me

Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.
Jasmine could have had anyone; instead she chose a poor man.
Ariel walked on land all for love and for life.
It was all about blood, sweat && tears...
I guess love's all about facing your biggest fears.

i guess what killed me the most was
hearing them ask you ;; did you love
her? and you shrugging && saying '
" i thought i did "